Love, save the empty.: 2010

12.26.2010

Peppermint Winter.

Hop in the sleigh
And we'll glide away
Into the night
And we'll sip on moonlight

Runny nose
My frosty toes
Are getting cold but I feel alive
So I smile wide

All this holiday cheer
It returns every year
And though this winter does nothing but storm

The joy in my heart is ablaze
and it's keeping me warm

I'm far too asian to believe in Santa.

Teehee.

12.17.2010

Song.

歌を歌いたい

シンゾウへの歌だ

ソウルへのおとだ

そうかもしれないけど．．

とりあえずっ

試験を打破するつもりだ

かつだろう笑

12.15.2010

Battlefield.

Before you know it,

It stopped snowing

School's ending

2011's coming

and exams are hitting you straight in the face.

For the past two weeks,

I've been eating away time

instead of taking full advantage of it.

Why?

Motivation went on a vacation

to the tropical island of the Bahamas.

My mind is horrendously clogged with

concepts and terms

and anxiety.

Like having Mcdonalds'

clog your arteries

degrading self confidence

and causing panic.

(and obesity if recurrent)

And now I reminisce the days

when I was somehow

superior of my exams.

(as time proceeded the assurance level dropped every grade leveled)

for the next three days

I'll just be a

mind-clogged
distressed

soul-less

little girl.

Bai!

(throws self to the ground)

11.30.2010

[iloveblog7.30] To be continued..

Shipwreck in a sea of faces
There's a dreamy world up there
Dear friends in higher places,
Carry me away from here
Travel light, let the sun eclipse you,
Cause your flight is about to leave
And there's more to this brave adventure,
Than you'd ever believe.

Bird's eye view,
Awake the stars all around you
Wide eyes will always brighten the blue
Chase your dreams,
And remember me, sweet bravery,
After all those wings will take you up so high
So bid the forest floor goodbye as you brace the wind and
Take to the sky

On the heels of war and wonder
There's a stormy world up there
You can't whisper above the thunder,
But you can fly anywhere
Coloured bursts of paper birds
This picture paints a thousand words
So take of breath of myth and mystery,
And don't look back.

You and I.
Our story begins here,
and the rest is
to be continued...

30 DAY ILOVEBLOG

BLOGATHON

is finally over!

And I say that in a tone of

slight joy with a tad bit of bittersweetness.

Now I finally
FINALLY
get to sleep better.

Except for days
when I have the rationality to blog.

SO,

You'll be hearing from this angry little blogger ~~soon~~.

Thank you readers
for staying
this whole time.
♥
YES,
that includes all
anonymous
& non-commenters.

[iloveblog7.29] OFF

Take me somewhere nice
to some tired island

inside your heart

called Paradise.

Though I miss home

Sometimes we all feel alone

like escapees with no where else to go.

I can think of a thousand ways
to get good and lost
Where we'll rendezvous
out of the blue
And take a deep breathe

Just we two.

Take me somewhere beneath
Cause I'm quite exhausted

And I need sleep.

If we hook a dream

And it tows us back down
this open stream
We'll wave 'hello'
and take off.

If you could

compile your memories into separate channels.

What would you leave on,

What would you

turn off?

11.28.2010

[iloveblog7.28] 夢想;Aspirations

Mister. Blue Sky,
How are you today.

All the colors
of the rainbowHidden beneath my skin


Hearts have colors
Don't we all know?Red runs through our veins


Feel the fire burning up
Inspire me with blood
of Blue and Green.


I have hopeInside is not a heart
But a kaleidoscope.

I'll dream further than I can reach.

For a person of my size

comparatively to the size of the earth

My dreams are the size of the galaxy.

Okay,

maybe not exactly the galaxy.

The Milky Way?

Long term, Short term

aspirations

I've got mine.

You have yours.

Once in a while,

Yours become Mine too.

[iloveblog7.27] Karma


Sometimes 
you get what you want
Sometimes 
you get what you need

Karma saysyou're always gonna get what you deserve

But really
It's all about what you wantIf you can get what you need



"What comes around, goes around"

What goes up comes down, hits the ground





I believe in fate. 


Perhaps karma too, 
is that the only reason that's driving my kind acts


Who knows.

11.26.2010

[iloveblog7.26] 等等;Etc.

また逃げたいヨおお～

So much to do
So little time
Some irrational fear follows hurriedly
When do I confront it
Or should I just let it roll on by

by,
by,
bai.

Going to the states today for
BLACK FRIDAY.

satisfy my materialistic needs ~~(minor)~~
spend thanksgiving with US familio
overstuff my tummy with ($1 COSTCO) churros ♥
see my pupppays
and
etc.
etehcah.

HAI KIDS ♥

[iloveblog7.25] LOL

Be alarmed at all times.
(god i miss my tablet)

LOL
is an acronym

for "Laugh out loud"

in the world of cyberspace.

But really,

how many people actually laugh out loud
when they type "lol"

I'd only laugh out loud

if my "lol" was in CAPS.

LOL

Is my laughter transfered to

YOU
you there sitting in front of your computer

through millions of little molecules through electric waves
?

And then there's the occasional
LMFAO, or ROFL, or ROFLMAO.

I like to rofl from time to time,
it's actually quite enjoyable.
(unless your floors are dirty then don't ROFL please.)

When Superman takes his glasses off,
he becomes the man of steel;
an unstoppable force against evil.
When people usually take their glasses off,
they kind of fall into things.

Ahaha.

haha.

ha.

11.24.2010

[iloveblog7.24] 迷失;Lost

鬼打牆
鬼打牆
鬼幹嘛打牆
鬼不是會穿牆

Puzzle pieces in the ground
But no one ever seems to be diggingThe answers could be found
We could learn from digging down
But no one ever seems to be

Words of wisdom all around
But no one ever seems to listen
They're talking about their plans on paper
building up from the pavement
The shadows from the scrapers on the pavement

It's enough to make me sigh
But that don't seem to make it feel better
The words are all around
but the words are only sounds.




What guidance 

 do you hear 

 when your mind begins to walks astray.  
Coincidentally,
today feels like one of those days when you
finally think you've got everything sorted out
but it's really not.


Less is more. 


I need to climb out of this rabbit hole
sooner or later.
May the lost be found.

11.23.2010

[iloveblog7.23] 囧;Orz

fail.

Orz moments
other-wise called FML (f my life) moments
find their way into our everyday routine

and makes us very obnoxious
well at least
some of us.

I rarely get "important" emails
but when I do get emails
they're usually notifications for comments on this blog.
(and that makes me happy)

Occasionally
when I see Inbox (1)
I become overly thrilled
as I hurriedly check my email
to find this:

M a r z i e - left a comment on your post ______

ORZ.
Blogspot really needs a "reply comment" option.
Or maybe I should stop this mail-expectation thing.

Thats been happening a lot lately.
,:T

[iloveblog7.22] 浪漫;Romanticism

Little girls don't know how to be sweet girls.
Mama didn't teach me.
Little boys don't know how to treat little girls.
Daddy didn't show me.

Again, the false affection.
Again, we break down inside.



Love, save the empty
and save me.


Stars feel like knives,
They tell us why we're fighting.
Storm, wait outside.
Oh, love, 
hold us together.





"You may not be her first, her last, or her only. 
She loved before she may love again.
 But if she loves you now, what else matters? 
She's not perfect - you aren't either,
 and the two of you may never be perfect together
 but if she can make you laugh, 
cause you to think twice, 
and admit to being human and making mistakes, 
hold onto her and give her the most you can. 
She may not be thinking about you every second of the day,
 but she will give you a part of her that she knows you can break
 - her heart. 
So don't hurt her, don't change her,
 don't analyze and don't expect more than she can give. 
Smile when she makes you happy, 
let her know when she makes you mad, 
and miss her when she's not there." 

— Bob Marley



Love and be loved. 
What else?

11.21.2010

[iloveblog7.21] 巧;Coincidence

Future.

二千八年（冬）

－終－

-End-

wasn't a great angle
but his body that isn't showy at this persepective
was actually white!

please excuse
my 2.0 megapixel cellphone

二千十年　（夏）

On a not-so-hot summer day
I came across this little guy on my way to work
(okay i might not be definite about its gender)
BUT
the point is,
this little guy looks like the fat cat in my story.
c:

Coincidence,
I think so.

It was a pleasant encounter.