12.26.2010

Peppermint Winter.



Hop in the sleigh
And we'll glide away
Into the night
And we'll sip on moonlight


Runny nose
My frosty toes
Are getting cold but I feel alive
So I smile wide

All this holiday cheer
It returns every year
And though this winter does nothing but storm


The joy in my heart is ablaze
and it's keeping me warm






I'm far too asian to believe in Santa. 
Teehee.

12.17.2010

Song.



歌を歌いたい

シンゾウへの歌だ

ソウルへのおとだ

そうかもしれないけど..




とりあえずっ


試験を打破するつもりだ

かつだろう笑



12.15.2010

Battlefield.


Before you know it, 
It stopped snowing
School's ending
2011's coming
and exams are hitting you straight in the face. 



For the past two weeks,
I've been eating away time
instead of taking full advantage of it. 


Why?
Motivation went on a vacation
to the tropical island of the Bahamas. 



My mind is horrendously clogged with 
concepts and terms 
and anxiety. 


Like having Mcdonalds' 
clog your arteries 
degrading self confidence
and causing panic. 
(and obesity if recurrent)


And now I reminisce the days
when I was somehow 
superior of my exams.
(as time proceeded the assurance level dropped every grade leveled)




So
for the next three days

I'll just be a 
mind-clogged
distressed
soul-less
little girl. 



Bai! 
(throws self to the ground) 

11.30.2010

[iloveblog7.30] To be continued..




Shipwreck in a sea of faces
There's a dreamy world up there
Dear friends in higher places,
Carry me away from here
Travel light, let the sun eclipse you,
Cause your flight is about to leave
And there's more to this brave adventure, 
Than you'd ever believe.


Bird's eye view, 
Awake the stars all around you
Wide eyes will always brighten the blue
Chase your dreams,
And remember me, sweet bravery,
After all those wings will take you up so high
So bid the forest floor goodbye as you brace the wind and 
Take to the sky 


On the heels of war and wonder
There's a stormy world up there
You can't whisper above the thunder,
But you can fly anywhere
Coloured bursts of paper birds
This picture paints a thousand words
So take of breath of myth and mystery,
And don't look back.

You and I.
Our story begins here,
and the rest is
to be continued...


30 DAY ILOVEBLOG
BLOGATHON
is finally over!

And I say that in a tone of 
slight joy with a tad bit of bittersweetness. 


Now I finally
FINALLY
get to sleep better.


Except for days
when I have the rationality to blog.
SO,
You'll be hearing from this angry little blogger soon



Thank you readers
for staying
this whole time.


YES,

that includes all
anonymous
non-commenters.

[iloveblog7.29] OFF



Take me somewhere nice
to some tired island
inside your heart
called Paradise.


Though I miss home
Sometimes we all feel alone
like escapees with no where else to go.


I can think of a thousand ways
to get good and lost
Where we'll rendezvous
out of the blue
And take a deep breathe
Just we two. 


Take me somewhere beneath
Cause I'm quite exhausted
And I need sleep. 


If we hook a dream
And it tows us back down
this open stream
We'll wave 'hello'
and take off.




If you could
compile your memories into separate channels. 


What would you leave on,
What would you 
turn off?




11.28.2010

[iloveblog7.28] 夢想;Aspirations

Mister. Blue Sky,
How are you today.

All the colors
of the rainbow
Hidden beneath my skin
Hearts have colors
Don't we all know?
Red runs through our veins
Feel the fire burning up
Inspire me with blood of Blue and Green.
I have hope
Inside is not a heart
But a kaleidoscope.


I'll dream further than I can reach. 

For a person of my size
comparatively to the size of the earth
My dreams are the size of the galaxy. 


Okay, 
maybe not exactly the galaxy.
The Milky Way?


Long term, Short term
aspirations
I've got mine.
You have yours.


Once in a while, 
Yours become Mine too. 

[iloveblog7.27] Karma


Sometimes
you get what you want
Sometimes 
you get what you need
Karma says
you're always gonna get what you deserve
But really
It's all about what you want
If you can get what you need
"What comes around, goes around"
What goes up comes down, hits the ground
I believe in fate. Perhaps karma too,
is that the only reason that's driving my kind acts Who knows.

11.26.2010

[iloveblog7.26] 等等;Etc.

また逃げたいヨおお~




So much to do
So little time
Some irrational fear follows hurriedly
When do I confront it
Or should I just let it roll on by




by,
by,
bai.







Going to the states today for 
BLACK FRIDAY.


satisfy my materialistic needs (minor)
spend thanksgiving with US familio
overstuff my tummy with ($1 COSTCO) churros ♥
see my pupppays 
and
etc.
etehcah. 






HAI KIDS ♥

[iloveblog7.25] LOL

Be alarmed at all times.
(god i miss my tablet)


LOL
is an acronym 
for "Laugh out loud"
in the world of cyberspace. 



But really, 
how many people actually laugh out loud
when they type "lol" 



I'd only laugh out loud 
if my "lol" was in CAPS
LOL
Is my laughter transfered to 
YOU
you there sitting in front of your computer
through millions of little molecules through electric waves
?



And then there's the occasional
LMFAO, or ROFL, or ROFLMAO. 
I like to rofl from time to time,
it's actually quite enjoyable.
(unless your floors are dirty then don't ROFL please.)



When Superman takes his glasses off,
he becomes the man of steel;
an unstoppable force against evil.
When people usually take their glasses off,
they kind of fall into things. 



Ahaha.
haha.
ha.



?!

11.24.2010

[iloveblog7.24] 迷失;Lost

鬼打牆
鬼打牆
鬼幹嘛打牆
鬼不是會穿牆

Puzzle pieces in the ground
But no one ever seems to be digging
The answers could be found
We could learn from digging down But no one ever seems to be
Words of wisdom all around
But no one ever seems to listen
They're talking about their plans on paper
building up from the pavement
The shadows from the scrapers on the pavement

It's enough to make me sigh
But that don't seem to make it feel better
The words are all around
but the words are only sounds.


What guidance 
 do you hear 
 when your mind begins to walks astray.  
Coincidentally,
today feels like one of those days when you
finally think you've got everything sorted out
but it's really not.


Less is more. 


I need to climb out of this rabbit hole
sooner or later.
May the lost be found. 

11.23.2010

[iloveblog7.23] 囧;Orz

fail.


Orz moments
other-wise called FML (f my life) moments

find their way into our everyday routine




and makes us very obnoxious
well at least  
some of us. 







I rarely get "important" emails
but when I do get emails
they're usually notifications for comments on this blog.
(and that makes me happy)




Occasionally 
when I see Inbox (1)
I become overly thrilled
as I hurriedly check my email  
to find this:




M a r z i e - left a comment on your post ______



ORZ.

Blogspot really needs a "reply comment" option. 
Or maybe I should stop this mail-expectation thing.







Thats been happening a lot lately.
,:T

[iloveblog7.22] 浪漫;Romanticism



Little girls don't know how to be sweet girls.
Mama didn't teach me.
Little boys don't know how to treat little girls.
Daddy didn't show me.

Again, the false affection.
Again, we break down inside.



Love, save the empty
and save me.


Stars feel like knives,
They tell us why we're fighting.
Storm, wait outside.
Oh, love, 
hold us together.




"You may not be her first, her last, or her only. 
She loved before she may love again.
 But if she loves you now, what else matters? 
She's not perfect - you aren't either,
 and the two of you may never be perfect together
 but if she can make you laugh, 
cause you to think twice, 
and admit to being human and making mistakes, 
hold onto her and give her the most you can. 
She may not be thinking about you every second of the day,
 but she will give you a part of her that she knows you can break
 - her heart. 
So don't hurt her, don't change her,
 don't analyze and don't expect more than she can give. 
Smile when she makes you happy, 
let her know when she makes you mad, 
and miss her when she's not there.

— Bob Marley


Love and be loved. 
What else?

11.21.2010

[iloveblog7.21] 巧;Coincidence



Future. 
二千八年(冬)








-End-



wasn't a great angle
but his body that isn't showy at this persepective
was actually white!
please excuse
my 2.0 megapixel cellphone

二千十年 (夏)

On a not-so-hot summer day

I came across this little guy on my way to work
(okay i might not be definite about its gender)
BUT

the point is, 
this little guy looks like the fat cat in my story.
c: 






Coincidence,
I think so.








It was a pleasant encounter.

[iloveblog7.20] Self-discovery.

二千八年 (夏)
髪が短かった時に


You're a little lost
I'm a little lost
You
who'd see me everywhere
sees all in me.
I am not lost to you
nor are you lost to me. 





I'm a lot like my
PAPA PANDA
c:


Self isn't something 
that can be suddenly found or realized
It's being created by it's makers
"Us" 
that is.