What I wanted to say.

But I'm stuck here in the start.

It's on the tip of my tongue

but I'm still afraid.

Sometimes the only things worst to us get in the way
Sometimes the easiest things are the hardest to say

and

I don't want to lose you

drive you away.

Don't want to confuse you

I'd like you to stay.

Only if you knew

what I wanted to say.

MAILBOX HYPE!

I like receiving random mails.

This wasn't entirely random either.  

thanks Jmii c:



Time is slipping by unnoticed.

How long until 

...

How far until 

...

How much more until  

...

Seems like Time is not enough

but really,

what is?

you give me Fever.

Sometimes in life,

lying on the floor is the only comfortable thing to do so.

I like the feeling of being bounded together with gravity.

Why do I

wake up feeling like 

last night's dream probably involved a bad hangover.

But that's not the case.

I've just been denying that fact that I've been

malnutritioned

and

sick.

This morning, the Earth was rotating way faster than it should.

Nope, 

nevermind.

That was just me. 

I should really start working on the whole walking balanced concept..

But I guess the upside of having a fever

is not feeling the cold cold breeze outside

thats making everyone's teeth jitter.

Since

I'm 

radiating

excessive amounts of 

heat. 

Too hot you see. 

JOKING.

I really shouldn't joke about these kinda things 

especially while I feel like I'm dying.

Just watch me try to crack jokes when I'm 90 and wrinkly.

Anyway. 

I FINALLY got to use my mini rice cooker. 

So adorable. 

And resulted in this.

c:

Oh, I'm a happy kid. 

(L)

Until the Earth starts to spin out of behavior again,

oops

that's just me. 

My old friend.

Sleepless nights.

Nightless Sleep.

Insomnia is back!

And i think it intends to stay for a long term vacation.

From where do these troubles emerge.

From what perspective will I be able to find them.

It's just a feeling

just a feeling

that i have.

Lately, i've been feeling like my dreams are

far too hectic to be dreams.

It's one thing waking up from a sweet dream with a warm fuzzy feeling

then

there's waking up with a sore back and random bruises on the leg.

wtf?!

dreams be dreams.

xiao long bao + beef = nomnomnomnom.

Spare time for the mind.

A good question would be.

"Why does Marissa have so much spare time in University to be updating blogs everyday?"

Another good question would be.

"Why is this overload of biology information not going to be a significant contribution in my future?"

Aaaaaaah.

No. Frankly, I do love being in class. 

There's nothing to hate about increasing the EXP points for my brain cells.

But it can be tough sometimes.

Long chapters

small fonts

Never ending reading assignments.

Not so pleasant after a while.

No.

Hah.

There's a fine fine line between boredom and hunger.
But I can't figure it out.
Or is it something else
something more. 


...

Spare time
is not beneficial to me at the moment.
Too much space open to be filled with new thoughts
whether it's needed or not. 

Anyway.

My mind will be on auto-focus

at some point.

Definitely not now.

Necessity.

One of my favorite things about dorm

is the fact that the washroom is literally 37 steps away.

YES, that was sarcasm.

There's something about exposing my bare face

with them panda eyes to the general public that really really

bothers me to the core.

It's like being naked in public, except it's your face.

Ignore that comment.

Oh and I'm not talking about eye bags here

I'm talking about legit black blobs circulating my eyes.

LEGIT.

Please don't report me to the WWF :c

Back to my topic.

Either i have a very bad sense of timing

or

people just like to brush their teeth and wash their face

at 1 A.M.

really?

It's Mission Impossible trying to quietly leave the room

and hoping that no one is leaving their room at the same time.

The thing is,

while im having mint flavored toothpaste smothered in mouth

and maybe around the outer corners as well

or

when i'm squinting my eyes while washing off stuff from my face

...

is NOT a

good time to ask me

how my day was.

maybe

i'm just generally not a friendly person at 1 A.M.

MAYBE

------------------------------------

Finally

my unnecessary thoughts are off the mind!

(sort of)

and NOW

I feel lighter!

YAY.

I should weigh myself.

or not.

H E L L O!

Just thought I'd visually display my enthusiastic "Hello!"
with the camaraderie of my demented Hello Kitty army.

Today is the first day of this infant blog page.
Hopefully this will last longer than my pet turtle "little turtle" did.

This post is named "Hello" for a reason.

HELLO CRIB 222

YAR, reminds me of my teenage dreams of being a pirate.

HELLO Wedgehead, OX (pronounced OH-EX), Cinko, and Babo

HELLO endless nights of procrastination, keenerism, and series of websketches.
(perhaps blogging too)

 HELLO DORM SWEET DORM.


So far it's been two weeks and three days that I've been residing here. 

Other than the usual disturbances from screaming drunken students

and creepy moths with their irrational flying patterns,

I think I'm starting to get attached to this space.

(room to be specific)  

OH! and most importantly,

HELLO open window that faces the more people abundant side of the campus.

YUHU!

 

Yay for stalker-friendly people watching habits!

Joke.

Don't judge me.

 This window really is a thinking process booster.

And for that I am quite grateful.  

The Moon's real pretty tonight.

(S)

c: